her eyes were like dreams of sacred &
Golden
I shivered slightly whilst contemplating
These ideas
It left me baffled and confused
The cormoran saw all of this
It did not care
her eyes were like dreams of sacred &
Golden
I shivered slightly whilst contemplating
These ideas
It left me baffled and confused
The cormoran saw all of this
It did not care
The pale blue curtain by the window
Moved ever so slightly in the wind
There could be seen a cormoran
Dancing high above amongst
the clouds for evermore
Ophelia smiled and her eyes talked to
Me
The sun whispered words of
Care, construction sites and
Consideration
One could almost touch the
Feeling
There was magic in the air
-The grass and the plants
Swayed delightfully in
The wind or so it would seem
The blue sky smelled of
Salt from the sea
All was like a dream
There was also the white
Delivery van from Mornington
Carpet & Artificial Plants Inc
Contaminatedly sticky the wicket fell
There were also a chinaman
Mullygrubber to be
Considered
Luncheon, however,
Beckoned
A packed bag on the floor by the door
Your hands so soft
Holding on to memory and
Passion
A yesterday almost lost in
Dreams and hope, the blue sky
Like an ocean of sweetness inside
The museum to the soul
-Where was it at?
Tell me
-Why did it go away?
The books and your letter
They walk by themselves, you know
Like having a life of their own
A cottage at Cape Cod
A mansion on a hill
Alive like the wind, like love at
First sight, like
A dreamer in a prison of demand and
Forlorn hope
Cut wings
But all I’ll remember is your red dress and that
Bag waiting by the door
The chair seemed a bit out of place
Just laying there
The bucket of dreams rested stoutly
On a ray of hope dimmed ever so
Little by the hint of a growing
Doubt
Your complexion was that of one who
Knows its worth
The window to the bay half open
You reading that morning paper
Tapping the table with a pen
The sounds of gulls over the water
You were so beautiful the sun cried
White boats on the water
One going out, two on their way in
A gull traversed the dock by the café
We were in no hurry whatsoever
The off-white deck by the key
And the pale sun added to the
Feeling of detached calm
A bell somewhere complained discretely
From being struck twice
The light like desert sand
Ophelia’s smile and complexion
Smooth like silk
Her eyes like diamonds
A perfect day
The door, pale green, half open
Looked as if sprung from a hopper
Watercolor
Ophelia by the window, left arm raised,
Hand resting on the window-sill
Looking out at the boats in the bay?
The sun was also Hopperian
The wind was warm
And it was a dream
‘We shall have to see about that’
The words had something sinister about them
We missed the bus
That too was sinister
Or so we figured
The sun spoke of destiny, whispered tales of
Permanent bliss
The mailman delivered his mail, did his
Routine
A sad looking cormoran
Swept across the bay
Ophelia smiled, looked at
A ray of sunshine
Dancing the
waves
This was on a tuesday
The garden displayed such well cared for appearance
-We understood there must be living a person
Of great integrity and willpower in the green
House by the end of that meticulously kept lawn
The Simca on the driveway spoke quite another
Language
It spoke of rust and bad maintenance, it also
Mentioned disrespect and to some degree
Hatred
Ophelia turned away rather hastily: ‘Awful’
Was the only word she whispered
Tears in her eyes
‘Awful’…
Did you ever dance with eternity
To the tune of a million
Stars ablaze?
Tell me, did you embrace the future, like
An old friend, new each time you met,
Yet strangely familiar somehow?
Or did you ever kiss destiny, holding
On to surprise
In the morning sun?
-I did, I enjoyed every second of it.
It’s this wild dance we call ‘love’…
Ophelia turned the pages looking at the
Sea
‘There’s always room for improvement, you
Know.’
The accuracy of her observation cut like a
Knife
A blue sky and a table in the garden
Agreed
The bike just sat there leaning to the brick-
Wall
We had seen this before
‘Come now, do not, repeat ‘not’, give it the satisfaction
Of a second glance.’
Moreover, there were the geese to
Consider
The little table lay tipped over, a wine-bottle,
Half empty, out on the grass some four feet
Away
The Societé Generale would have to be
Approached and
Our secretary would probably have to send
The telegram
Other than that, however, there was no
Cause for alarm
The geese seemed sturdy
We served the paté with a light salad and
Some bread
The wine had exactly the right temperature
A person unknown to those attending
Approached the premises
It was either that or the
Heat
The red Fiat lay stoutly on its left side in the ditch
By the shrubbery
We discussed the outcome of the Italian election
As such
Interest rates were on their way up, according to
Some
Business was slow
Flowing like a stolen kiss through space from my lips
To yours
It left ground, exiting the atmosphere at a million
Universes a day, and more
Or was it forever and some way got mixed up with
Infinity confusion it said
Then landed on your smile, not one inkling of an inch
too far from reality
And still being a heartbeat apart, ocean-wide
Electrified
Burning all the same hoping to explode your world
As well as it be mine
Violently red and flashing yellow fire and heat like
The Sirocco desert wind
Too hot to breathe, too violently crude, yet burning
by passion, yes passion
Inevitably yours
Evidently yours
The sun was warm, the wind did little to cool things
Off.
A sunshade was the only way to cool the air.
The ice-tea on the tray was ever so nice,
The small aeroplane crossing the bay appeared
Peaceful
Some called it the ‘epitome of joy’
The bank clerk called it ‘madness’.
Down at the club there were at least seven people
At the bar, none of whom would ever admit to having
Read the book, or - heaven forbid - seen the movie.
The black sedan stopped by the train station. A lady
In red walked hurriedly towards the station building.
They say she was quite happy, and I know for a fact
She had had a very nice cup of Darjeeling prior to
Leaving.
And that was the last time any of us ever saw her.
She was glowing.
The tree by the little plaza where local people met
Looked sad
A bird looking for bread crumbs outside the café
Chirped happily
There were people passing by, on their way to
The harbour
They were smiling
The red chair by the door to the cantina had a
Little table by it
The table was blue
Enrico Mazarelli, the owner, had things to do,
People to see
A broken car stood parked across the street from
The drugstore
The air was warm, almost hot, and a leopard skin
Pillbox hat lay on a table
It had been forgotten half an hour ago when a
Guest left the café
Other than that, everything seemed pretty much
As usual
The shorter shadow indicated a mid day hour. It was
Hot
Flies buzzing around a glass of
Lemon Juice
A plate with melting icecream
The songs from somebody washing up in
The kitchen
The characteristic sound from
The fishermen’s boats heading out
Towards the horizon
Ophelia half asleep in the deck chair on the
Lawn
Her dark hair on her shoulder
The warm, humid, almost hot, wind
From the dunes
The crickets also serenaded
Her
If I was a letter on your paper, a carrier of meaning so delicate,
If all things good and bad, all colors black to white, could be
Read upon my surface.
If all the millions and millions of sounds and articulations that are
You
Could be pronounced and sung by and through me
Then would you believe me if I wrote to you
Telling the story of life and whence it all began?
Would you trust me to know the truth of what
Makes up existence and all desire and excuse, all
Rivers and seas, all oceans and clouds?
Would it make any difference to you if it all wasn’t so
Acute?
If it was all a dream?
I am quite sure it should,
I know it should to me
“Each pebble a million years”
I always figured whoever wrote that line,
Will Berkshire, they say, had pretty poor
Imagination.
Then I started thinking, looking at the thing,
Looking at the sky, the trees, a straw on a
field.
“Each pebble a million years”
Amazing.
Gives one vertigo, that does.
The stars shone like the beacon of
Angst
They slid across a marble lip
Like
Henrietta Palmer’s
Smile
And her perfect, brown hair
Another piece of life softly
Disappearing in the night
The ink pen on the table, by a
Set of fine Italian paper &
Envelopes
had a story to write
We didn’t mind -
The window half open
There was also a sweet wind from the sea
And
A gasping candle
The old lighthouse sat there on that rock
As if waiting
It was desolate
The night made it scream
The waves like heartbeat
And like tears
So lonely
So sad
There used to be an old man living in it.
Now there was a computer link
But it still cried each night
Through the mist and through the dark
So sad
So lonely
The caravan of mind went by, as desolate as ever
Jumbled together lay a director of finances and
The paradise lost
A violently brown almost black held her
Together
(We did not know where to cry or
Dry our eyes from fear…)
-Deception comes by morning train
It calls for B Major, whining like the
Lost madonna searching for virginity
Our wedding day smile
&
Sadly not much more
-but
We will always have the sea
The gate swung open, a dog waiting by the door
And
A crimson sky telling a story of rain or possibly of
Snow.
The tiny car, a Messerschmitt, lay on its side in the
Ditch
There were bloodstains on the grass and broken
Windshield
‘How sad’ was cried, ‘Destiny’ replied, but all along
A silent rain
Softly like the morning sun the wave swept across
Eternal ocean
The stars left for wherever stars leave when the night
Is over
Also there was a smile across infinite distance of
Time and space - a universe
Her ruby lips and those brown eyes, the magic
Of it all
Still echoed by the sands of time, the winds of destiny
At work
There could be noted a window open to the sea, it was
Wonderful, a dream
The colour remembered is emerald green, with a hint
Of Venetian
-By the sea a lonely grain of sand, as white as the sun
A soft kiss goodbye and a smile later there was nothing
More than her perfume left
The coffee sat nicely on the sideboard, a few memories
Dancing in a corner
What exactly had happened that night, I don’t remember
Clearly, except
I was there, she was there, and we two together were
There at times
But most of the time there was only a dream, a wish, a
Desperate hope
Well, that’s life and there’s nothing much to it, as they say
Unfortunately
They knew most of the night, and some of the day,
Was only memory
The phone called for attention, while the red scarf
Flew the distance
It was all more or less imaginary, and yet there was
A hint of truth
Behind her smile
Wild as a morning in June, she interrupted
The breeze
Pointed to the horizon far beyond all those
Miles of sea
‘There’ she whispered, ‘that’s the way you
Have to swim’
The Dolphin of revenge snickered and wove
A fabric lesser known
To mankind or was it Spirit aimed at while
A Cormoran smiled
We kissed beneath a silver cloud of fear
Or was it lust?
It dissolved into nothingness like tears
Of joy and rust
A broken promise and a sigh cried onto
Her lips red
A caravan of spoken word, a wall of sand
And there
Created from our inmost selves, then reaching
Out to be
A touch, a remnant of our past, to wash into
The sea
-And open up the door, at last, to set our spirits
Free
The crickets sang their
Monotonous hymn to
The sun
Ophelia greeted the morning
She was a
Miracle
The summer winds at Juan-Les-Pins
Were like the ‘bop’ in
Bebop
Our feet went this way and
That
George Benson did ‘Take Five’
Brubeck smiled approvingly
The wine was sweet like the
Morning Breeze
I swear I saw Anita O´Day
Wearing that
Pillbox hat
Love was more than a
Four letter
Word
The sweet evening air had that certain something about it which sometimes Separates truth from fantasy and sends truth a one way ticket to oblivion.
The men in blue all agreed it was best left alone, and called for another Round of cards.
A needle could be heard falling to some floor somewhere else, while the Trio opened for interpretation of their latest piece.
Ophelia looked kind of sad, like she used to do at times. Not every day. More like once every third month, perhaps, but anyway.
‘I hope they all go away,’ she whispered, ‘I don’t like the way they wear Their hats.’
Something dark brown, almost black, suddenly entered the hall.
It was desolation. None of us said it, but we all realized - I think - the dream Was
Over…
One of the bikes lay neatly folded ‘round a tree,
The other was placed just below the restroom
Window.
‘I don’t think we should disturb, really, looks
Like they’re on to something big.’
‘Yeah, sure, like that mongolian desert, the
Kalahari.’
We simply had no way of telling what was
What, so the logical next thing to do involved
Coffee, pastries and some jazz.
‘I’m ok with that. You say when.’
‘When.’
For sure, there are not words
Enough
To paint her
Portrait
There be no colours, shadows, light that
Bright
To write, paint, sing her
Beauty
Except darkening the day,
Shading the stars,
Breaking each law of
Nature
-Sculpting
Ophelia
From the sun
The raindrops seemed to hesitate just a bit
Before hitting the ground
There were also a sea-gull watching the
Situation from afar
Henry Clarkson VII left home for another
Day at the office
Nancy Clarkson opened up a window to
The world
The cormoran saw all this, it really didn’t
Care a lot
A few daffodils discussed the nature of
Existence as such
The sun hid behind a cloud, and it was
Thursday
The portrait seemed to pay attention whenever
People looked at it
‘It’s the sign of the ancients’ Said George
‘There is much more than you think, to oil.’
He often said things like that, like he knew
Something others didn’t
‘I suppose’ He’d say,
‘One has to have a certain finesse…’
George wasn’t very popular
Silently the wind swept across the field
A hare ran for shelter
My heart went into what might be deemed a
Restful stanze
The wall of conscient goodbye
Waved the closest to a hand - a
Broken promise - at the
Horizon
We didn’t even consider it
Nor was it judged
Worthy
As such
The cormoran swept across the
Sky
It had nothing better to do, it would
Seem
It was, after all,a mere bird
The red door was wide open
A few shrubberies marked the edge
Of town
The woman carrying her baby did
That
While a plumber seeked solitude in
The shade
All the while a lofty view could be
Noted
Providing rest for weary souls and
Minds
You were always my escape, always
From burning up inside-
Being eaten all through
Always there to shine, when my eyes
Lost their light
Your mellow voice, that timbre
- An echo from the past
The roadmap for the ride
A guide for tomorrow
But tomorrow is just a dream
(Yesterday is but a memory)
If I don’t see your smile,
my sweet escape
The woman in the long, black dress threw the piece of paper
In the trash bin
A poodle of undistinguishable age passed by Rizzoli’s
At 57th street
A green sedan stopped by the 2nd Avenue deli and the driver
Shot his wife, then himself
There could be heard a cat blowing Giant Steps, he was never
Better than this, never
They all took part in this play called ‘A day in the life of Hank & Bob’
A tribute to life
’The morning, it would seem, is upon us.’ The middle aged man by the window had a somewhat gloomy face, and his view to the world outside appeared to be mirroring this his disposition.
‘Our garden should be tended to, Stanley.’ Said the woman who, for all intents and purposes, was his wife Wilhelmina Cartridge Summons.
The cat on the lawn arranged its left front leg accordingly
Her eyes made me
Shiver
-I knew I had to paint her
Never ignore an open window,
It might lead in to
The realm of dreams
The plastic bag just lay there
It was rather insignificant
I believe it had - in one way or
Another - found its purpose;
Its meaning with regards to the
Cosmos
It lay there and it knew that
Nothing could ever be performing
That particular expression of
Volition better than itself
Now hear this:
‘Plastic bags are inanimate objects,
And cannot express anything’
Gibberish
Look at the little carbon based fellar,
The musing wrinkles ‘round its handles,
Look at that, and tell me it doesn’t speak
Volumes to you
You do that
I saw the piece of paper on the sidewalk
And I knew
It had been through a lot
On its way from Amazonas
To wherever
I could touch the beauty of the
Idea behind, the ‘plan’ structuring
It
I saw it and I knew
It was important
The wind had that certain something
About it
There were also fallen leaves